What's the opposite of Bridezilla? 4 ways wedding planning made me a better person #Philosophizing#bridezilla#insecurity#LGBTQ April 14 2014 | Guest post by babelglyph Bridethulhu ain't got nuthin' on this bride! (Photo by Lesley Brown Photography) I did not expect to learn so much about self-confidence when I started this whole wedding thing. (Even though I needed SOME self-confidence to even make the proposal in the first place.) It's been over a year now since I proposed, and we're just under six months to the wedding, and things are starting to fall solidly into place. I've grown more confident in myself because I had to take charge in my planning since no one else would. My dad is happy to write the checks for the decisions I make (to a certain extent) and my fiancée is just not interested in the details — she has a few things she cares about, but that's it. While other people have written about how wedding planning helped them learn to say "no" to people who kept making demands, I've learned to say "yes" to myself. So here's what I've learned about myself… I don't need someone else to validate all my decisions Like the tablecloths and place settings for the reception. I really don't need someone to validate my every decision every step of the way and check with my fiancée every time I tweak the design! I can do it on my own, and when I'm satisfied with it, I can send it to her to show her what I decided. (She can veto it if she hates it, but it's not looking for approval so much as letting her know what's going on.) I can take on big projects all on my own For example, the hotel block stuff — I'm getting it settled on my own, by my own initiative. I knew I needed to get it done before sending the save the dates, so I got it done. I asked the Tribe whether they were useful in the first place (they are) and if I should get one (I should). I found GroupTravel.org and used their service to collect quotes from a bunch of different places. (HIGHLY RECOMMEND.) I'm being smart about going with what I like (places that will communicate by email) but not being afraid to ask for what I want ($10 less per night, guaranteed shuttle service). Related Post Queer femme hearts trans man: the legitimacy of love Being fully, unapologetically ourselves comes with risks and can be both contentious and dangerous. We are violated, belittled, deprived of love, victimized, isolated and left... Read more I did the save the dates on my own too, pretty much. I couldn't find any designs I like, so I chose to do my own, and decided which printing service I'd use. I ran the final design by my fiancée before sending it off to be printed, and done! I made it happen. Same with the wedding website. We needed one, and I decided how to host it, what layout, what info and pages were needed — everything. I can want and choose things because *I* want them When we figured out that we really wanted a "geeky fandom princess" theme, I didn't worry about whether other people would think it was childish or expected or anything — it's true to us, and so it's what we are going to do! I can do this because I am an awesome person, and I am not asking for something ridiculous by wanting the purple tablecloths with gunmetal shantung table runners. I can make choices on my own behalf! By choosing things on my own, I am not being selfish, or a bridezilla, or inconsiderate, even if my anxiety and depression try to convince me otherwise. My fiancée has left the decisions up to me, and I am making them. And it's a damn good thing I am, because I know I'll be better off in the long run when I'm not afraid to declare what I want. I can also be okay when I don't get my way On the flip side, it's also okay for me to say "I want to go to Disney World for our honeymoon" and my fiancée to say "Sorry, but it's never been on my list of places I want to go, and I'd prefer to go somewhere else." It doesn't have to be my way or the highway, but negotiations sure as hell work better when you communicate what you want. Ultimately, I feel like I have grown into whatever the opposite of a bridezilla is. Someone who is confident and happy and ready to negotiate calmly to get what she wants. Someone who is better off for wedding planning instead of turning into a scary rage monster of demanding doom. If anyone has a good term for that… let me know. I'd love to start using it. Reporter Name * Reporter Email * Original text Enter the original text here. Edited text* Enter your suggested copyedit here. Notes You can add a note for the editor here. * Required information. Fix Typo Guest post written by babelglyph I'm a bi American girl getting married to a bi Canadian girl. We're both huge nerds. I love knitting and reading and crafting. I've already told my fiancee that she has to stop me from trying to DIY the entire wedding. I'm also finishing up grad school to become a librarian. My fiancée is a video game developer. We're both big fans of each other's specialty. http://pinterest.com/crayolasaber PREVIOUS Stephanie & Amir's celebration of love, art, and volunteerism wedding NEXT Safeguard your rings by substituting Ring Pops Show/Hide comments [ 8 ] Great article. It's always nice to see someone who came out above when it came to their wedding plans. Reply Name – Briderella? A bride that acts as if she is a princess, lady or at the least holds her composure well – rather than bridezilla – a raging monster lol. I agree the term is tacky now, especially thanks to the tv show. Seems like it encourages women to behave overly tacky. I went with a DIY approach with my flowers – what a nightmare for a novice! I haven't done crafts since elementary school and I thought this would be fun… I almost would rather go without flowers at this point. My bridesmaids haven't done anything but accept their roles – how do I get them to help without demanding? Reply I found it helpful to just be open with them, as you would a normal friend on a normal day asking for help about a normal thing. "Hey, I'm really stressing about ___, and need some help. Who's willing and able to do ____ for me?" Or if it's something specific (like paper flowers), and so-and-so always had a knack for paper things or did that one craft that one time, then approach them directly and ask them specifically. I think the majority of bridesmaids (unless they've been a bride) genuinely have no idea what you want or need from them and that direction from you is the much-needed "push" to step up appropriately. If they can't, or it's too much responsibility for them, you can always recruit others or make a party out of it one night or two. Essentially, being the bride's much-needed right hand (wo)man is the point of being a bridesmaid, while the bride, in turn, recognizes how valuable they are to her life as well as in the wedding. Reply No way would my fiance go for a Disney honeymoon… and we even have an 8 year-old! Reply I love this post and can really relate. I've had to majorly step-up and stick to my guns with decision-making during this whole process. I hear you about there being balance between compromise and finding your voice. Love this! Yay for communication! Yay for decisions! Yay for the positive side of wedding planning! Reply This!! So much of this!! Could not have come at a better time! Our wedding is in 8 months and I can already see myself looking for approval on my decisions from my mother and my fiance. I can decide/choose stuff myself…its nice to have this fact reiterated. Reply Yes!! All of this!! Wedding planning has been so empowering for me, and I'm glad to hear I'm not the only one. I've been able to make decisions and have the final say and not feel bad about it. I've also been really excited when my fiance has input. Pie instead of cake?? Sounds good to me! I've had no problem saying "yes" or "no" at the appropriate time and it's a great feeling. It makes me feel like I can carry that over to other parts of my life 🙂 Reply Love this. Wedding planning has taught me how to say "no", which is something I've always struggled with. Reply Join the conversation Cancel Reply Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *Comment Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. Sign me up for your offbeat awesomeness newsletter! 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