I didn't bother to hire offbeat vendors and now I regret it #Advice#body image#feeling competitive#insecurity#perspective#wedding industry#wedding planning Posted Mar 21 2018 Catherine Clark bijouxandbits i am weird, i love weird pillowcases from RKGracePrints I'm a longtime reader of Offbeat Bride. For nearly a decade, I have looked at the wedding porn and fantasized about the cool offbeat wedding I would someday have. As time as gone by, my priorities have changed (I loved the post on how it's totally fine to have a cookie cutter wedding) and I am having a fairly traditional wedding in about two months. For this reason (and also budget limitations), I ignored the wise advice on this site to seek out vendors whose wedding style fits my vision. I figured that if the people who do my hair, dress, pictures, etc. are good at their jobs and give me what I ask for, that's enough. But what I am finding as I get deeper into planning the wedding, is that I weirdly am worried about living up to my photographer's (and others') expectations, and I worry about not being a "hot" enough bride with a "pretty" enough wedding. How do I keep the wedding day focused on what my fiance and I want, even though some of the people around us have different expectations? Related Post 12 things wedding photographers want to tell you, but can't Most wedding magazines will give you a list of questions to ask a wedding photographer... Can you describe your style? What equipment do you shoot... Read more First, I'm SO glad you were able to feel good about having a more traditional wedding! Planning a wedding is about knowing your priorities — and sometimes that priority is making things easier! Plus, a lot of what makes a wedding feel offbeat can be the smaller choices you make: personal vows, sentimental objects, little moments that highlight things you love. Offbeat weddings exist everywhere, including in traditional venues with traditional choices. All that being said, I very much understand what is happening to you now. Every time I dip into the mainstream Wedding Industrial Complex (stuff like traditional wedding expos and websites), I'm reminded of some uncomfortable assumptions about weddings. These assumptions/myths/traditions usually revolve around weddings being very expensive, having set requirements for events, for timelines, for number of guests, for the color of your dress, etc. You HAVE to have flowers, you MUST wear a white dress, you've GOT to go on a diet. And I get why it happens: most American weddings are traditional and follow most of these rules. Look at any mainstream wedding media and you'll see it. This means that most traditional vendors spend most of their time working with these traditional couples within these traditional guidelines. So when you come around with your traditional (but also offbeat and probably more laid-back requirements), you might worry that your vendors are judging your more offbeat choices. Your wedding insecurities start rearing their ugly heads. Choosing offbeat vendors can definitely give you more leverage in terms of feeling supported and celebrated for your nontraditional wedding choices… they won't look at you like you have two heads when you throw something different at them. It's all about just focusing on your own needs and realizing that your vendors aren't judging you. And if they are, who cares? The good news is that, despite the insecurity, it actually doesn't matter what your vendors think about your wedding. If they're professionals, they'll deliver the goods you're paying for! But you may have to start the chant: the people who matter are you, your partner, and your guests. If you think that you and your guests will have a great time, YOU WILL. Your more traditional vendors get paid regardless of what they think of your choices, and likely aren't losing sleep over your wedding choices. As long as you ensure that your offbeat choices don't interfere with their ability to get their work done (like telling a photographer that they need to stick around until 4am for your post-reception late night bridesmaid quidditch match or whatever), then it's probably all fine… it's on all couples to be very clear with any vendor about their plans and expectations. Now, if a vendor ISN'T doing what you want, or you can't make peace with what they're offering or saying (homophobic comments? hateful side-eyes?), take a look at your contracts and see if it's not too late to make a change. Hit up our Offbeat Vendor Guide (or ask some pals) and find vendors with whom you really click. Otherwise, it's all about just focusing on your own needs and realizing that your vendors probably aren't judging you… And even if they are, who cares? You do you. Remember: your wedding is not a contest! Related Post Dear Bridal Industry, we need to talk about "looking pretty" on our wedding day Dear Bridal Industry, I will not allow myself to become caught up in your ideals of what a bride "should" look like. I will not become sucked into your standards… Read More Related Post Your wedding is not a contest The dirty flip-side of "my wedding is too weird" is "my wedding isn't weird enough." Both sentiments make me sad because your wedding is not a contest. Read More Catherine Clark Catherine Clark loiters at her local library, makes art, watches movies en masse, plays video and tabletop games, poorly cooks healthy things, cuddles with her feline fur babies, and blogs at BijouxandBits.com. @enidjcoleslaw @bijouxandbits @bijouxandbits PREVIOUS Make all your photography worries vanish with Seattle-based Tom Ellis Photography (with a special reader deal!) NEXT Two globetrotting grooms, one chic intimate wedding in Cheshire Show/Hide comments [ 2 ] I did hire an offbeat vendor and I regret it. Just because someone seems great or advertises themselves a certain way doesn’t mean you’ll get the same results. Choosing vendors is difficult and you really need to trust them. While resources like this site are great, they aren’t a guarantee. Sit down and talk to the vendors you hired about your concerns. Don’t let them brush you off. It’s your day and your life. Reply Of course there will always be a few snooty, cooler-than-thou, a*holes out there in the wedding world but, in my experience, even the most traditional of wedding vendors get really excited when they're asked to do something out of the ordinary. Imagine doing the same thing every work day, over and over, year after year and then someone tells you the next project is going to be really different and fun and weird. So even if that's not exactly your cup of tea every day of the week, it's always fun to mix things up now and then. I'd say, if you're worried your vendors won't keep up with your ideas, talk to them now. They are just people, and if you give them a heads up about your day and how much fun you're planning on having and that you hope they can enjoy it too, you better believe most people are going to get on board with a boat-load of enthusiasm for your celebration! Also, sometimes, businesses will actually do a lot of types of work that they don't share or promote because it's not the clientele they are specifically seeking but you might be surprised to find that your florist who specializes in pink roses actually has a love of working with wildflowers in their spare time. Reply Join the conversation Cancel Reply Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *Comment Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. 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